Sometimes I feel that I am unreasonable
Monday, April 27, 2009
Yeah
I think 602 is going to have a class gathering soon!
I am quite looking forward to it cos it's organised by my best gf ( LEE WANYI)
haha
WANYI SAYS SHE MISSES ME OK? haha
I miss her too!
I am starting to like the lectures and tutorials, basically I mean adapting well!
I got a feeling that work and projects are going to pile up!
OH NO!
NO MORE FOOLING AROUND
Serious work is here!
Today during EFFECTIVE COMMUNICATION lesson, we were introdued a funny website
www.talkingcock.com
It's bascially all the singlish we have!
People who are interested in going the website
please don't not get offended!
It's nearing three weeks since we last met!
Actually I am starting to feel a distance between us.
The reason being we had not met for quite a while!
You had been trying very hard to pull the distance back as close as ever,
deep in my heart , I can feel it and I appreciate it really!
I really feel I am very unreasonable recently!
I am always getting angry with you at the slightest matter!
I am serioulsy very grateful for constantly giving in to me!
Without you being so understanding, I think our relationship would have ended!
Continue to be understanding , and I will try my best to change to be less petty!
I know that you did not revise for your mye all along!
You are only left with one week!
Hope you make good use of it!
Please don't dissapoint me!
Try your best ok?
LOVES AND MISSES!
I miss my dear a lot!
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Dad has gone to malaysia for a week today!
I better not make my mum angry!
Aunts and Cousins came over.
We went to Bukit Merah Central to have dim sums!
It's been a long time since i had dim sums!
And I had my favourite hot desserts (yam paste)
Yummy!
Dear is working again!
He's working till 2 plus am again!
Thanks dear for yesterday for trying your best to make me happy !
Finally I had told you what I dislike you to do!
And you promise me you will try your best to change!
Thanks a lot!
I love you!
What's wrong with me?
Friday, April 24, 2009
I did not attend school today due to some personal reason!
Hope I don't miss too much!
I am upset with him,
I don't know what more I want from him!
He's already very understanding, attentive towards me, a very good bf but
today i got upset with him !
Maybe I want all his free time spent on me and studies!
But I can't be so selfish!
Or maybe I just want to start a quarrel so that he can coax me?
I don't know why but I dislike him playing basketball espeically going to sembawang to play every friday night if he's not working or meeting me!
I hate it that he don't spent his free time on studies!
I hate it when he rushes his homework at night when he had so much time after school!
I hate it when he keeps going to his friend house till night time!
Am I being selfish? Possessive?
I really don't know!
If I am , I hope I can channge!
I would like to apologise for unable to meet you today
and Iknow you say you understand and it's ok!
But still I want to say " I am very sorry!'
Serious work is coming soon!
Thursday, April 23, 2009
This week I feel is just our honeymooon week!
From next week onwards, we will be seriously doing real and heavy work!
I am adapting relatuvely well except that I am still a bit lost in the modules I am taking this semester!
I think there's should be no more such thing as memorising your text anymore!
One semester is 15 weeks and I seriously think time passes very fast!
People always say poly life is quite slack but I doubt so!
I think thety got more assessments than secondary!
The ca1 are like probably in a few weeks time and Class Participation is assessed too!
OH MY GOD!
I am GAINING WEIGHT!
I found more tummy fats!
OH NO!
I got to lose weight man!
I just need to lose 5kgs!
I hope my journey to school everyday will help me lose weight!
Cos I got to climb up stairs and stairs with my heavy haversack!

I really miss my dear a lot!
AND tomorrow I am meeting him!
Really looking forward to it!
2nd day of poly!
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
I am really cluless why I am overwhelmed with INFORMATIONS!
Perhaps I want to start my academic year right!
I want myself to be clear about what I am studying, when I will be assessed,how to be able to be prepared for all lectures and tutorials!
The school is very BIG and the stuffs i have to carry are super heavy esp my laptop!
Poly life is really a big difference from secondary school!
Now, I got to move around from place to place for lectures and tutorials!
And the weather is seriously killing me!
I perspire a lot early in the morning (once i get to school)
But then the rooms will be very cold!
So it's like the extremes la!
There's no such thing as own classroom!
Another thing is that the same subject might not have the same lecturers and tutors!
I wonder how they coordinate?
AND lectures involve the whole DTRM which is like 140 students?
I wonder how can i pay 100% attention!
This is a disadvantage!
Another problem I feel is the textbooks that i had to purchase!
They are qutie expensive as we are not going to use them for three years !
Futhermore, we've got to pay for our notes!
MONEY MONEY MONEY!
I really hate to ask money from parents but I am not working anymore and I don't have savings as most goes back to parents!
I am qutie familarise with SB and the way to food courts le!
So I think I will not get lost !
Anyway, my class are quite bonded!
Haha!
And Iam blessed to have going home companions!
Lastly, I miss my dear a lot a lot!
Hope to see him soon!
I love you a lot!
MUACKS!
What's the problem with me?
Friday, April 17, 2009
I don't know why I had been getting angry with him over the smallest thing!
I had been like quarreling with him ,
I mean I know I was the one who started it and always been him who is hoaxing me.
I seriously don't know what the problem with me at all!
Seriously, I hate myself!
What should I do?
Am I the right girl for him?
I have been thinking about it!
Haiz!
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Happy third month anniversary , my dear! I love you
Orientation
I think orientation was not fun!
But one thing i enjoyed is today's dipolma talks!
I learn a lot about my course!
And I am very excited about the sea cruise trip in end of sep!
But i got to save around $500 for it!
I really can't wait to learn more about my course!
I want all the hands-on activities!
I want gain all the experience!
Ok
i have finally meet up with Catherine!
We have our meal at jp!
Here's our pic!

Back from CAMP!
Sunday, April 5, 2009

SHINSO GIRLS

SHISNO-whole group! ONLY four guys!

ME and HAZEL
I had just came back from camp!
As I am seriously lazy to blog, I will just briefy recount my experience at camp.
I have participate the School Of Business Freshmen Orientation!
Indeed, I had enjoyed myself and make lots of new friends!
BUT
I am still not familiarise with the campus!
I will certainly get lost if I were to walk ALONE!
First day was just some bonding session, making of group flags and NIGHTWALK and some preparation for group performance on Gala night!
The theme for this camp was DEAD OR ALIVE!
All campers were divided in two clusters namely , Mortus(dead)and GENSON(alive)
In each clusters, there were 8 sub- groups!
I was in Mortus-SHINSO(vampires)
Nightwalk was scary , I heard from others as I did not take part!
I was scared!
Perhaps it was due to the session of horror movie and ghost stories in SP told by facilitators before the night walk!
It started around 1 plus in the morning and ended at 6 plus in the morning!
You probably think how come it took so long!
It was because only a group of four will go in each time and the journey takes around 50 minutes!
Second day srarts at 12pm!
After lunch was the Amazing Dirty Race!
The games were indeed fun,
But it got us very very dirty!
After bathing ,we practise our dance for the night!
Night came, and all the groups performed!
It was indeed wonderful!
After which, the facilitators and thr organising committee performed too!
Then it was the disco!
Our girls in the group left early so that we can have an early night!
Last day of camp, which is today!
Did some cleaning, cheering, taking pictures and prize presentation!
Thoughh our group did not win, but I still feel our flag ,perfomance was the nicest!
We really enjoyed ourselves and had particpated actively!
Good news was that MORTUS won!
Yippee!
Ok
School starting soon!
Hope I can adapt fast and well!
GPA 4 honour roll for me too!
HAHHA!