Exams are approaching in three weeks time.
Oh my!
Time pass so fast.
I really cannot believe it.
Furthermore, I have not been revising.
Never really pay much attention in lectures as the entire cohort are generally very noisy.
I only pay 80% attention during tutorials.
Think I am going to start revising from tomorrow onwards!

I am considering whether to go for the camp organise by dtrm year 2.
Intially, I will go but I heard that many of my classmates aren't going.
So I doubt I will go and furthermore we will be dispersed among the cohort.
Definitely no one will want to go!

I was vexed over econs ca2 assignment after I discussed or rather debate with my friends about it .
We have different opinions and it seems that whatever everyone say it seems to soud logical.
I really had a hard time over this.

Another thing was I felt extremely sleepy and tired as I keep yawn during class.
Perhaps it's been long since I slept less than 5 hours and I cannot get used to it.
It's been long since I slept late!
Can't imagine I slept at 2am last night.

Anyway, I am finally done with my econs assignment but it was based on the best I know and I doubt I am going to change my answers anymore.
So I am not going to discuss it with my classmates anymore.

Todayggt lecture was cancelled due to Mr Gray on medical leave.
Three hours of break actually did quite pass fast though , I think perhaps it was because we were imersed into econs!

Yawn Yawn Yawn!
I feel tired but I am not going to sleep so early!

I am very lucky to have Eunice to be by my side all the while.

With regards to the ggt cruise trip, I was intially unable to get my passport submitted to the teacher.
I went to see him .
And I realised I really have to hand it in by today.
If not, (UNLESS the star crusie is willing to extend the deadline) either i have to pay $1800 to book the whole cabin as a normal passenger or I will have to forward the module which is not worth it.
I teared , thinking that it is the end of the world.
However after much encouragement from Eunice,Weisiong and Shermanie, Eunice accompanied me to ICA immediately skipping stats lecture!
Fortunately. I was able to get my passport and get back to school to hand it in to teacher!
I am really grateful and fortunate to have great friends around.

Went to pool club after whole thing to find weisiong and clement.
Went to have subway.
Finally bought my mouse.
But I realise and confirm that my laptop is faulty!
If i plug in my mouse at the right side of my laptop, it will black out.
I hate acer!
Really regretted buying it!

I have no idea that you felt uncomfortable.
I will apologise here .
All the while, I thought you will not mind and you will trust me.
Since that is the case, I will respect you .

Today I got very frustrated because I could not follow teacher during it lesson.
Expression web reallys makes me headache.
Perhaps I really don't have have it genes in me.
Sobs!
GGT lecture was ok and so was econs, just that I felt a little sleepy.
Accounts lecture was a torture due to the extremely cold temperature in MLT 8.

Yawn. I have do econs tutorial as ususal.
Doubt I will be doing it.

Haiz tomorrow I have to go ICA ALONE in the morning.

My shoes strap broke because one auntie stepped on it at fc6.
I teared because it was a gift from my dear.
Luckily, my father is fixing it now.
What a relief!

But is this a sign?
Hope not!

I am trying to prepare myself for the worst.
It's true that things have change perhaps since one month ago.
I don't dare to hope for any miracle.
It's perhaps my retribution for not treating him good last time.
Maybe I should really give him and myself time to think over.

Seriously, I have no mood.
But I am trying my best to listen attentively in class and faithfully do my tutorials.
I won't let this affects my studies.

I am seriously a failure in relationships.
Will things get better?

I had completed my film review and itb powerpoint assignmemt.
I would recommend you all to watch "Hotel Rwanda"
It's indeed a nice movie that is a real life story.
I have many feelings about the movie.
Devastated at the tradgey and agonised at the United Nations!

Finally I had a little spare time to start on my little revision.
But I still have two worries.
One is the global issue project and the other, the cip project.
There is the ec project that is still not done but not very vexed about it cos still got three more weeks.

Next monday, clear global project.
The week after the monday, clear cip project.
And hopefully the third week from now, clear the ec project!

Wow I feel that I am overwhelmed by projects!
I need a breather.

Suddenly I miss miss loh.
She's has been my beloved teacher and tutor since I was in Kindergarden.
I stopped having tution from her at pri5 duue to her tight schedule.
But we were still in contact once a while.
I even attended her wedding in 2005.
Then came when my brother needed tutition.
So I still get to see her twice every week.
But due to her having to take care of her baby, She was unable to give tutition to my brother le.
Sobs!
I miss her greatly.
So i msg her just now.
And she say she will msg me again tomorrow cos she is taking care of her baby!

I have no idea whether I am over sensitive or what but even if it is true I don't really care.
Cos I don't like her either ever since that incident happen!
Joshua told me I cannot be like that because we will be together for three years and no matter what we will have to interact and cooperate sometimes perhaps in future for other projects.
But I don't really care, as long as I don't talk back behind her, treat her normally, I think i am kind enough.
I won't be an hypocrite cos i hate hypocrites!
So I won't hide my feelings and will definitely show my emotions in front of anyone!

ok I did not go to the main library today as Eunice had "Poly 5o" today.
So we are planning to go at 10am since there is no ggt tutorial and both of us will be doing on our onow global project at 11am at fc 6 though we are in diifferent groups.
HAHA!

I realised that I am struggling with econs now.
I can't do my econs tutorial.
OPPS!
I gotta pay attention in econs tutorial tomorrow and revise on chap 5 and 6 this weekend.

Work is seriously piling up and I really hope I can complete them on time and still carry on with my little revision and outings!

CURRENTLY, I am doing on my powerpoint presentation.
And LASTLY,

very bright due to flash light

Took on the last week of hols when we meet up to do ec project!

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a pic i took before going sch on mon


camwhore with eunice in toliet
oops someone came in !

On monday, my group had our ggt presentation.
It can be considered smoothly.

I got back accounts and stats.
Scored 85/100 and 90/100.
Wasn't really pleased because the entire class did pretty well so it wasn't much of a big deal.

I seriously hate the module ONOW!
There are so many work to be done in such a short notice and rush deadline.
URGHH!
I hate that teacher .
Always inform wey jian late.
We were just awared that we need to present some global issue next monday yesterday night.
And we need to hand in some film reviews too.
After next week, we need do another cip presentation,
I had nothing to grumble about the cip presentation cos we were told of it on the first lesson.
But the other two?
We just know it like yesterday!
I hate her for that!

I just realised that how light sleeper I was.
Yesterday, I don't know why I was pretty tired and sleepy so I turned in at 9pm.
I was woken up by two calls from bf 10 plus and 11 plus and several msgs from wey jian consecutively at 11 plus!
I understand that it was very important but I still dislike people disturb me from sleep when I felt very tired.
But still, I can't blame wey jian,
I can only blame myself for not turning off my vibration mode.

Work seems to be pilling up and I don't feel like doing them.
Thinking of just procastinating till friday!
( itb powerpoint,accounts tutorial,stats qns, revise spss,revise econs, film review)

I am glad that there are no ggt tutorial on thursday as then we will have time to do our onow global presenation.
Thank goodness.
I should be heading to main library tomorrow to borrow the film.
I want to do on "Hilter, the rise of evil"
I am a history person so ya watching Hilter video and writing a review on it should be not much a problem to me.

I need a break .
Just want to relax.
Will I be able to go out this weekend?

Dear acting gay with gwei!
LEAVE MY BF ALONE!

pic tasken sone time bqck ago but just posting it to spice up my blog!