CoMpLiCaTeD "AnG"

2009-08-18T20:35:00.000+08:00

I HAVE CHANGED TO ONSUGAR.com as blogger is giving me a lot of problems!
MY NEW BLOG URL WILL BE www.monokurobooismylove.onsugar.com!
PLEASE RELINK!

EC PRESENTATION OVER!

2009-08-18T19:27:00.000+08:00

These are the pictures taken yesterday.
It was the last lesson of ec.
Finally the presenation was over.
I had a burden off my shoulder now!

DEPRESSED OVER MYSELF AND PISSED AT OTHERS!

2009-08-16T23:12:00.001+08:00

I only did a little of accounts today before heading to town to buy clothes with cousin and sis.
It was very depressing when i had actually shopped the whole of Far East but I don't get what I like or rather suits me!
This is because of my big ugly figure!
I am depressed!
You won't see a dress which is not sleeveless that is elegant.
I really need to lose weight!
I need 5kg of fats off me!
Thinking of trying what my cousin did.
Drink slimming tea!
Unhealthy but I don;t care and seriously got no choice!
I hate to exercise!

I still got myself two tops and one bottoms to wear for presentations, so the trip to town was not wasted!

Haiz, had a hard time on ec project.
Everything was not going on smoothly as what me and Eunice had planned!
I really hate last minute work.
I really hope that people could manage their time by prioritising their work.
SCHOOL WORK AND PROJETS come BEFORE WORK, OK!
I am sorry for being nasty but that's me!

another day has passed

2009-08-13T22:13:00.005+08:00

I have been watching 鲁豫有约.
I watch Show luo,Jolin tsai, Ming dao and Jay Chou!
I love the one esp with SHOW LUO!
He is really the perfect bf I wish to have!

Exams are coming!
And I have not started studying at all.
Starting tomorrow!

These are all the photos that I had took with EUNICE .

TIRED AND UNHAPPY!

2009-08-11T22:42:00.003+08:00

I was so tired today.
Could not sleep yesterday till 1am.
And I did not want to get out of bed this morning!

Had a quarrel with my mum before leaving for school.
My fan was already spolit by my brother weeks ago.
Then today while I was preparing for school, I accidentally knocked the fan down.
"BANG" it went onto the floor.
My mum was woken up by this and she was like screaming her lungs out at me!
It's was not on purpose and she sti;; !@!@.
Haiz!
Quickly got of house after waking dad up to help me fix the problem!

I was like emoing all the way till I see Eunice and She started talking to me as usual.
Then I felt better.
Perhaps she is my" happiness apple"

this is a pic i took of her when I felt that she looks so innocent!

" HEY I AM EATING VEG OK!

this was a pic i took with her last monday!

OUTING WITH GF!

2009-08-10T20:59:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, I met up wirh Wanyi.
It's been 8 months since we last met.
Went to VIVO and we caught the movie " The Hangover"
Nice movie indeed.
Though it's a bit sick, but it was quite funny!
Had lots of fun!
Shall upload the pictures we took in wanyi's camera!
I look UGLY!
SObs!
PS: I finally know how to upload photos without wasting time! It's by using PHOTOBUCKET!

SIS AND XITING"S BITRHDAY CELEBRATION!

2009-08-08T20:43:00.003+08:00

Thursday was sis and xiting's birthday.
Had a small celebration with them and tracy at playground.
Tracy and I bought a choc cake at tiong.
It's been ages since we gathered together.
So thurs was a day when we refresh our childhood memories.
Had card games at my house too.

Today, I went to meet Erry to interview him for project.
Accompanied him to a place that I thought I would never go again and I realised I was still terrified.
Then headed to vivo to have our intervew.
Really want to thank him a lot.

I am feeling stress!

2009-07-31T21:06:00.002+08:00

Exams are approaching in three weeks time.
Oh my!
Time pass so fast.
I really cannot believe it.
Furthermore, I have not been revising.
Never really pay much attention in lectures as the entire cohort are generally very noisy.
I only pay 80% attention during tutorials.
Think I am going to start revising from tomorrow onwards!

I am considering whether to go for the camp organise by dtrm year 2.
Intially, I will go but I heard that many of my classmates aren't going.
So I doubt I will go and furthermore we will be dispersed among the cohort.
Definitely no one will want to go!

2009-07-29T22:46:00.000+08:00

I AM DARN PISSED OFF WITH MY LAPTOP!
WHAT THE FUCK!
It's seriously giving me a lot of problems!

Tired due to lack of sleep

2009-07-28T21:25:00.003+08:00

I was vexed over econs ca2 assignment after I discussed or rather debate with my friends about it .
We have different opinions and it seems that whatever everyone say it seems to soud logical.
I really had a hard time over this.

Another thing was I felt extremely sleepy and tired as I keep yawn during class.
Perhaps it's been long since I slept less than 5 hours and I cannot get used to it.
It's been long since I slept late!
Can't imagine I slept at 2am last night.

Anyway, I am finally done with my econs assignment but it was based on the best I know and I doubt I am going to change my answers anymore.
So I am not going to discuss it with my classmates anymore.

Todayggt lecture was cancelled due to Mr Gray on medical leave.
Three hours of break actually did quite pass fast though , I think perhaps it was because we were imersed into econs!

Yawn Yawn Yawn!
I feel tired but I am not going to sleep so early!

2009-07-27T22:44:00.001+08:00

I feel like making a decision.
But I am afraid to as I do not want to regret it forever.

Sunshine after rain

2009-07-24T20:42:00.003+08:00

I am very lucky to have Eunice to be by my side all the while.

With regards to the ggt cruise trip, I was intially unable to get my passport submitted to the teacher.
I went to see him .
And I realised I really have to hand it in by today.
If not, (UNLESS the star crusie is willing to extend the deadline) either i have to pay $1800 to book the whole cabin as a normal passenger or I will have to forward the module which is not worth it.
I teared , thinking that it is the end of the world.
However after much encouragement from Eunice,Weisiong and Shermanie, Eunice accompanied me to ICA immediately skipping stats lecture!
Fortunately. I was able to get my passport and get back to school to hand it in to teacher!
I am really grateful and fortunate to have great friends around.

Went to pool club after whole thing to find weisiong and clement.
Went to have subway.
Finally bought my mouse.
But I realise and confirm that my laptop is faulty!
If i plug in my mouse at the right side of my laptop, it will black out.
I hate acer!
Really regretted buying it!

I thought we were close friends?

2009-07-22T20:08:00.003+08:00

I have no idea that you felt uncomfortable.
I will apologise here .
All the while, I thought you will not mind and you will trust me.
Since that is the case, I will respect you .

Today I got very frustrated because I could not follow teacher during it lesson.
Expression web reallys makes me headache.
Perhaps I really don't have have it genes in me.
Sobs!
GGT lecture was ok and so was econs, just that I felt a little sleepy.
Accounts lecture was a torture due to the extremely cold temperature in MLT 8.

Yawn. I have do econs tutorial as ususal.
Doubt I will be doing it.

Haiz tomorrow I have to go ICA ALONE in the morning.

Please no!

2009-07-21T19:47:00.004+08:00

My shoes strap broke because one auntie stepped on it at fc6.
I teared because it was a gift from my dear.
Luckily, my father is fixing it now.
What a relief!

But is this a sign?
Hope not!

Trying my best...

2009-07-21T09:15:00.005+08:00

I am trying to prepare myself for the worst.
It's true that things have change perhaps since one month ago.
I don't dare to hope for any miracle.
It's perhaps my retribution for not treating him good last time.
Maybe I should really give him and myself time to think over.

Seriously, I have no mood.
But I am trying my best to listen attentively in class and faithfully do my tutorials.
I won't let this affects my studies.

I am seriously a failure in relationships.
Will things get better?

No mood

2009-07-19T19:45:00.002+08:00

I am going to change.
Watch me change.
But I feel that I am losing my goals in life!

Two assignments done!

2009-07-17T22:15:00.003+08:00

I had completed my film review and itb powerpoint assignmemt.
I would recommend you all to watch "Hotel Rwanda"
It's indeed a nice movie that is a real life story.
I have many feelings about the movie.
Devastated at the tradgey and agonised at the United Nations!

Finally I had a little spare time to start on my little revision.
But I still have two worries.
One is the global issue project and the other, the cip project.
There is the ec project that is still not done but not very vexed about it cos still got three more weeks.

Next monday, clear global project.
The week after the monday, clear cip project.
And hopefully the third week from now, clear the ec project!

Wow I feel that I am overwhelmed by projects!
I need a breather.

Suddenly I miss miss loh.
She's has been my beloved teacher and tutor since I was in Kindergarden.
I stopped having tution from her at pri5 duue to her tight schedule.
But we were still in contact once a while.
I even attended her wedding in 2005.
Then came when my brother needed tutition.
So I still get to see her twice every week.
But due to her having to take care of her baby, She was unable to give tutition to my brother le.
Sobs!
I miss her greatly.
So i msg her just now.
And she say she will msg me again tomorrow cos she is taking care of her baby!

Miss loh, you are my best teacher forever.
Thanks for your constant advice and guidance!
I love you !

I won't be a hypocrite

2009-07-15T22:43:00.004+08:00

I have no idea whether I am over sensitive or what but even if it is true I don't really care.
Cos I don't like her either ever since that incident happen!
Joshua told me I cannot be like that because we will be together for three years and no matter what we will have to interact and cooperate sometimes perhaps in future for other projects.
But I don't really care, as long as I don't talk back behind her, treat her normally, I think i am kind enough.
I won't be an hypocrite cos i hate hypocrites!
So I won't hide my feelings and will definitely show my emotions in front of anyone!

ok I did not go to the main library today as Eunice had "Poly 5o" today.
So we are planning to go at 10am since there is no ggt tutorial and both of us will be doing on our onow global project at 11am at fc 6 though we are in diifferent groups.
HAHA!

I realised that I am struggling with econs now.
I can't do my econs tutorial.
OPPS!
I gotta pay attention in econs tutorial tomorrow and revise on chap 5 and 6 this weekend.

Work is seriously piling up and I really hope I can complete them on time and still carry on with my little revision and outings!

CURRENTLY, I am doing on my powerpoint presentation.
And LASTLY,

Happy 6th months anniversary to my dear.
Love you loads.

Work is pilling up

2009-07-14T20:18:00.006+08:00

very bright due to flash light

Took on the last week of hols when we meet up to do ec project!

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a pic i took before going sch on mon

camwhore with eunice in toliet
oops someone came in !

On monday, my group had our ggt presentation.
It can be considered smoothly.

I got back accounts and stats.
Scored 85/100 and 90/100.
Wasn't really pleased because the entire class did pretty well so it wasn't much of a big deal.

I seriously hate the module ONOW!
There are so many work to be done in such a short notice and rush deadline.
URGHH!
I hate that teacher .
Always inform wey jian late.
We were just awared that we need to present some global issue next monday yesterday night.
And we need to hand in some film reviews too.
After next week, we need do another cip presentation,
I had nothing to grumble about the cip presentation cos we were told of it on the first lesson.
But the other two?
We just know it like yesterday!
I hate her for that!

I just realised that how light sleeper I was.
Yesterday, I don't know why I was pretty tired and sleepy so I turned in at 9pm.
I was woken up by two calls from bf 10 plus and 11 plus and several msgs from wey jian consecutively at 11 plus!
I understand that it was very important but I still dislike people disturb me from sleep when I felt very tired.
But still, I can't blame wey jian,
I can only blame myself for not turning off my vibration mode.

Work seems to be pilling up and I don't feel like doing them.
Thinking of just procastinating till friday!
( itb powerpoint,accounts tutorial,stats qns, revise spss,revise econs, film review)

I am glad that there are no ggt tutorial on thursday as then we will have time to do our onow global presenation.
Thank goodness.
I should be heading to main library tomorrow to borrow the film.
I want to do on "Hilter, the rise of evil"
I am a history person so ya watching Hilter video and writing a review on it should be not much a problem to me.

I need a break .
Just want to relax.
Will I be able to go out this weekend?

2009-07-11T18:53:00.002+08:00

I want to be honest with you
But I feel that even if i am honest with you , I doubt you will make any changes.
So I think I might as well keep it in my heart .
The feeling really sucks.
I don't feel happy at all.
And I can get irritated and unhappy over the slightest matter.
If I cannot do my assignment, If I cannot get anything done the way I want, I will then be very unhappy and then start tearing.
I don't want to be like that but I just can't help it.
I need you but you don't seem to feel it.

2009-07-10T19:03:00.001+08:00

My mood starts to turn bad now.
I don't know why!
I think I know !
Haiz

mst papers finally given back!

2009-07-09T23:39:00.005+08:00

I have gotten back two of my results!
My most afraid module(ggt(, I got 74/100!
And another module I got back today was econs!
I scored 81/100.
Wasn't really pleased with the results as I feel I can do better!

Drawing lots during ggt lesson for the presentation either next mon or the mon after.

I am not very sure whether presenting next mon will be a good thing as I am not prepared yet!

I am just done with my script for my part and I did put in effort in trying to make it interesting!
Hope it does!

I just realised I do get pissed off because of some people in class of what they had done.
Even Eugune and Joshua feel that i was quite pissed when they saw me in FC6!
And I started to curse and swear .
Luckily, Eunice calm me down.
Great to have Eunice by my side!
Thanks a lot!

I want go sing !
Will I be able to go on sat?

Happy,tired and gulity

2009-07-08T22:30:00.006+08:00

Me and Zhiyun

I put on make-up today because I was going to meet my CATHERINE!
Haha
It's been weeks siince I put on make-up.
The main reason because I don't want to ruin my face!

I paid 90% attention today for itb ,account and ggt except econ i think only 80%!
Haha
I am already a good girl.
Usually I don't listen much to lectures!

Met Catherine at JP at 3 plus going 4.
Went to sit at BK and had our heart- heart chats!
Sobs!
I had forgotten to take picture!
I have decided if cirumstances allow me to do so, I will meet her every two weeks!

I intended to do econs and ggt tutorials but I am clueless why I felt sleepy when the papers are in front of me.

Lastly, I really felt gulity that I did not do much for ggt/rwps project.
I only did a small part of research and most of the work was done by wey jian.
He even edit the whole research I did and others too.
And he is even done with the powerpoint himself.
Seriously, I don't feel good at all.
I hate myself for being lazy.
I hate myself for being stupid.
I hate myself for not being of any help!
I hate myself!
Wey Jian is really a very nice chairperson, teammate and friend.

"Our class is really fortunate to have Wey Jian as our chairperson!"

Vexed over somethig and excited over another!

2009-07-07T21:51:00.003+08:00

I am so vexed over ggt project.
I just can't manage to get the information I need!
It's not that I am laxy.
Haiz!

Tomorrow going meet catherine for dinner.
Haha
I miss her loads!
She msged me today saying that if someone were to see my msg to her, they will misunderstand that I am a lesbian!
Haha!

Bored to death!

2009-07-05T21:40:00.005+08:00

Dear acting gay with gwei!
LEAVE MY BF ALONE!

pic tasken sone time bqck ago but just posting it to spice up my blog!

I only woke up at nearly one in the afternoon when dear called me!
Yeah, yesterday, I finally had sushi and my favourite SALMON!
A borring day indeed I had today.
Basically, watching tv and using computer!
Think next week going be a busy week cos probably we are going to rush our projects.
Hope next week teacher can give us back our mst!
I wanna know my results be it good or bad!
Yawn.
I think I feel tired from staring at the com.
Perhaps it's time for me to sleep!

Maybe tomorrow i am seeing my precious!
And perhaps wed/fri, meeting catherine !

BORED!

2009-07-03T22:21:00.002+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!
Actually, I don't really have the exam mood and atmosphere!
Perhaps of the only one hour test per day and the few chapters tested that give me ample time to study last minute!
So not much stress!

I feel like going out but Don't know what to do!
I miss Catherine and Wanyi!
It's been awhile since I went out with them!

disappointed in myself!

2009-07-02T20:55:00.004+08:00

MST week, sad to say papers like econs and accounts which i am confident in, I thinkI have already lose some marks due to my carelessness.
I did not read the question properly and hence misinterpret what is required!
I know all my concepts well but sadly i can't score well le.
A lesson learnt for me:To read questions CAREFULLY!
I need to strive harder for final exams!

Tomorrow for stats, I hope I don't come out of the exam hall and go " Oh gosh, I read it wrongly!"

Recently, there's the H1N1 virus!
I wonder when is it going to end!

I miss , I yearn , I want !
Can my wish come true?

DISAPPOINTED!

2009-06-30T22:19:00.003+08:00

Haiz, GGT IS NOT EASY OK!
Furthermore the last question some countries like Korea-Seoul, Phillipines-Manlia, Taiwan-taipei, Teacher also never say tested!
WHAT THE HELL!
NO hope for full marks for mcqs le cos some questions I had found out that it is already wrong!
AND for the maps, I don't know where's Manlia,Mumbai, Nile River and Panama Canal!
so fours marks gone le!
Haiz, no hope for ggt le la!
The most can pass only!

Tomorrow's accounting paper, I pray that I can be careful and fast !

WORK HARD FOR MST!

ENOUGH OF STUDYING!

2009-06-28T17:14:00.002+08:00

I don't want study anymore for itb le!
Staring at the com hurts my eyes!
I think that's enough for itb le!
Shall read ggt notes again tonight or something!
Now i shall go watch the 敗犬女王!
I intially say stop le right?
But yesterday i continue watch till episode 16 le!
Looks like I am tired from studying le!

DRAMAS, LOVE STORY!

2009-06-26T21:35:00.002+08:00

After coming back from school, I have been watching the taiwan drama online "敗犬女王".
I like the show a lot and enjoy it very much.
I had watched it for 4 hours straight till I was quite lazy to get my dinner.
So end up, I bought some fishcakes to eat!
Haha!
FISHCAKE=yubin
but i really buy fishcakes to eat la!
I feel like continuing to watch leh but guess i got to let my lappy rest .
Probably continuing the show after mst week which is next next week!
Episode 12 wait for me!

Advanced mum and first aunt birthday celebration

2009-06-23T23:32:00.002+08:00

Had a wonderful dinner!
Frogs,curry fish head,pork ribs with butter(yummy),vegetables with egg, another vegetables and noodles!
IT's ONLY 100 BUCKS!
Super full!
Happy advanced birthday mum and first aunt!

Happy 19th birthday , ceci!

A day out again

2009-06-22T22:11:00.003+08:00

Dear always refuse to let me take photo so I always secretly do so but still he managed to dodge the candy shots! So i pleaded him and haha!
He really look cute and younger in this tees
Perhaps I should not buy him any more mature clothing and buy him something like that in future!

As usual, I woke up at 11 plus .

After lunch at redhill market with my siblings, we headed to vivo.
We were a bit late, haha so dear and his friends were waiting for us!
I did not intend to wacth movies today but since dear want to, so we went.

I randomly picked a movie-"$I love you man",and unluckily, it was rated NC16!

Sobs!

EH not that i cannot watch , it was my brother that can't!

So ya, but dear insist on buying the tickets, claiming that he was old enough (18) to bring a boy in for an NC 16 show!

LOL!
I did not believe him!

We went to DAISO to get some stationerys and then a pair of slippers each for me and sis!

After thinking for qutie long, dear decided to clarify with the GV staff if my brother can enter!

So he lied that he did not know that the show was NC16 !

And OF COURSE, OBVIOUSLY NO!

The staff went on to tell us what are the movies for 4 plus

and all of them either one of us had watched it .

Finally,we manage to change the movie to "State of play"!

The show was average.

Yeah

Guess what I had just put salt on my ulcers!

It's EXTREMELY PAINFUL!

No wonder there's this saying" Don't put salt in my wound"

I am going to sp to get my laptop fixed!

SOBS!

NO ONE IS ACCOMPANYING ME!
The sofwares, I hope they could install for me again,

if not I WILL BE DEAD!

FULL!

2009-06-21T23:15:00.004+08:00

Was playing with cousin's spec!

HAHA
LOOK SO NERD!

I didn't know that today is Father's day!

I thought it was the second week of june!

Studied ggt as usual,

I was extremely lazy!

Aunts , uncle and cousins came at 6 plus , then we headed to henderson to have our dinner as a father's day celebration.

We had crabs, deer meat, long beans with chili, fried tofu, vegetables with abalone and fried chicken!

YUMMY!

After the delicious meal, we headed back to redhill market to sit and chat while some have their desserts!

Mummy, Daddy,aunts and cousins all going on the casino ship tomorrow so this means that I have 100% freedom!

Haha

Oh ya , something to comment about organising a event isn't easy at all.

Shan jin, please cheer up!

Don't be so angry!

Your efforts are deeply appreciated!!

602 class gathering is cancelled!

Sobs!

STUDY AND LAPTOP makes me so annoyed

2009-06-20T18:02:00.004+08:00

NO MORE TWO WEEKS BREAK FOR HIM!
Had a heart to heart chat with him
yesterday!
DEAR, I apologised sincerely for my atitude!
I try to change!
I will not forced you anymore!
Watch me change!

The whole day of today, I indulged myself in GEOGRAPHY OF GLOABL TOURISM!
The lecture notes, I have only covered up till week 5.
Oh my!
There's still 50 more pages to go!
AND I HAVEN"T TOUCH THE TEXTBOOK yet which I need to study 4 countries(JAPAN,CHINA,SINGAPORE AND THAILAND)

ECONS, ACCOUNTS AND STATS, I am leaving it to the mst week!
I have already revised through econs and accounts
and I think I will have sufficent time to rush through each one of them the day before the exam!
THANKS to the small number of chapters!

This is another reason why i hate ggt-there so may chapters and informations to remember!
And what anger me most is that they are testing us only 20 mcqs on the lecture notes.
BUT IT IS ALSO A GOOD THING TOO ( CAN SCORE BETTER)
When I look through the past year paper without studying the ggt, I can do 12 questions .
However that doesn't mean I need not study because I need to get full marks for mcqs badly.
This means that 131 pages of informations needed to be installed in my brain.
Nonetheless, I think I can just read through thoroughly without memorising every detail because the options for the mcqs aren't very close!

As for the maps part, I am looking through them everyday starting from now!
The last part of the paper(planning itineray based on the question) , I think I just get half of the 20 marks can le!
Cos I definitely cannot do this part!

HAIZ
I reformatted my laptop and all the sp bundle thingy is gone!
So gotta go back school to ask for help.

NO APPETITE TODAY AND
THERE ARE ULCERS IN MY MOUTH!
SO HURTFUL!

DAY 1

2009-06-19T18:09:00.003+08:00

I am not sure if i can hold on.
It's only day 1 but I already feel like contacting you.
But I forbid myself to do so.
I already agree to give you a 2 week break!
So I am definitely not interfering into your life for these two weeks!
I think this is also a test on how strong is my love for you and how strong is yours for me!

I think I am done with econs and accounts, meaning finish going through all the stuffs but i still need more practice!
I am still very scared for ggt.
There's so much content for me to remember!
I need help!
Uncertainty is killing me!

NO APPETITE!

2009-06-19T13:46:00.002+08:00

After reading your blog, I don't feel good at all!
The terror and horror is back.
Perhaps it's a good idea to give us a break since my exams are nearing and my mood really get affected because of you!
I am giving it a risk, and I hope i will win this time round!

Finally, there's no more noise pollution!
I can study at peace!
NO MORE distractions, disruptions!

Might not be blogging for these few days!

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY, mel!

2009-06-18T23:47:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY MELVIN LEONG WAI SENG!
ALL THE BEST FOR "O" levels!
STAY HAPPY ALWAYS!
LAST LONG WITH TRACY ANG SHU JUN!

ok today, I went to THE CATHAY again!
Did ec project again but around half an hour later, we are done!
OH MY!
What a waste of time to meet up but it's ok la!
I stay on to study!
Forced EUNICE to stay on to study with me!
Sis went to WISMA to get her phone back!
Then she came to find me with ADELINE!
AND DEAR CAME TOO!
I was surprised and shocked!
He came in the shirt I had bought for him for his 18th birthday!
After completing my econs revison, my brain was dead!
I have finished econs but not 100% confident so I am going to study again!

Afterwhich, we went plaza sing, had my dinner at pasta mania
and home sweet home!

I just realised only sp have exams after holidays though we have 3 weeks of holidays!
I wonder is it a pro or con?
I myself quite like it cos I think I can make use of holidays to study though we can't wnjoy the whole of holidays!

I hate the NOISE pollution!

2009-06-17T23:25:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I went out with sis and bro
Dear wanted to treat them to movie!
So ya, we went to sp first to hand in some documents to student service centre.
Met adeline at dover mrt station then we head in to sp!
After handing in, we head to food court 5!
Bought stuffs at popular and had our meals there!
As usual, I had my subway meltz!
After which , we headed to plaza sing to meet dear!
Bought tickets for DRAG ME TO HELL
and we went to Raffles City to shop as adeline wanted to buy something!

The movie wasn't what I wanted to watch!
Was forced by sis and bro!
Though i got the gist of the show,
But I kept use the popcorn to block my view and use dear hand to block my ears and I lie on his shoulders!
This shows how scared I was and how I dread to watch horror movie!

After movie, we headed to bugis to have steamboat as Sis and I had a sudden crave for it!
Met cedric on the way!
Then we headed home at 9 plus!

Today, I really had a hard time with my laptop and revision!
Laptop being it was very lagged!
Revision being relatives were here and the construction works that cause the NOISE pollution!
So tomorrow, after the ec discussion at cathay, I am going to do my revision there!

Finally I studied

2009-06-15T18:37:00.006+08:00

I have done one test of accountng, two chapters of econs and one chapter of it in business today!
Phew!
I still tend to procrastinate when it comes to ggt!
Maybe i really dislike this module!
Hmm...
Got to motivate myself!

Intend to go out with dear today.
But we decided not!
So postpone to tomorrow!
HaHa

Happy fifth month anniversary, my dear!
Love you loads! Dear, hope we can
have fun tomorrow!Muacks!

Exhausted

2009-06-13T22:59:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, our class went to the zoo with the Hospice patients!
I had my first time experience pushing the wheelchair!
The patient i was attached to did not talk to me at all!
I felt sad because I tried to talk to him and ask what he needs but he ignore me!
After the Hospice patients left, me, eunice, jeremey and clement went into the zoo again to visit the animals as we did not get to see them earlier on!
Took many pics!
They can be found on my facebook and eunice's blog!
http://www.thosesepiamemory.blogspot.com/
Lazy to post!
I am always like that!

Went to discuss ec project today!

Time wasted!

2009-06-11T15:57:00.005+08:00

Currently at fourth aunt's house!

I think this week holidays is wasted!

To console myself: I had finished 5 chapters of it in business !

Think i will offically start my revision this sunday bah!

Slack and Relax for now!

As for now, i was camwhoring with my two cousins just now !

So pictures!

Horoscope

2009-06-10T23:00:00.000+08:00

VIRGO WOMAN> She will be similar to Leo woman in appearance. A slim woman who walks with > confident and proud. She has an egg shape facial structure, high and round> forehead. She likes to look straight as if she is searching. She is not a> pretentious type and will always say what she thinks. > You will see Virgo woman walks fast. She will try her best to be perfect, to> look perfect and to feel perfect even though there is no such perfection.> She is very delicate of what and how she dress. She is bright and easily > despair with obstacles. She likes smart guy who will be compatible with her,> so if you are a rich dumb guy, you can forget about her right now.> She is not a very possessive or jealous person for she expect respect from > her love one. She does not like a part time lover, or a temporary mate. If> she finds her dream man, she will not go away. If she does not like you, she> will always keep a certain distant. Act proper and appropriate is her > discipline.> She does not like and can not stand bad languages, cursing words or phrase.> She likes a gentleman who open the doors for her. She wants to feel> protected and when a man taking care of her, she will feel like a complete > woman.> She memorizes everything about other people and about herself very well. She> can really keep secret, you can trust her on this. She likes a refreshing> and a mild scent. She is very delicate in maintaining her beauty, so you > could see she is seriously picking soap which match and most suit her skin.> Do not comments her on this very picky habits, it is her happiness in> working full times as a self beautifier.> She is not an innocent angle for sometimes she can be as tough as steel. > Even she easily despair, she is not the type to cry over it. She is a shy> type, so making speech in front of the room can make her nervous even she> walks and talks confidently.> She only search for true love , not just any love. Her love is an ideal one. > She likes to think no one is neater and as effective as her, which can> irritate you sometimes for there is no such thing. She likes sweet talk, but> she can slip and say something unpredictable and unbearable to you too. When > she stops getting mad, she will totally forget what she just said and be an> angle again. If you have a date with her , you'd better be there on time.> Flowers and sweet word can calm her down. If you want to say sorry , make it > brief and straight forward. Do not drag your apologetic words into a long> making it up events, it could lead you to another world war. She likes her> man to dress nice and clean. She is good in details especially with money. > Do not make she thinks that she is a clown or funny.> In the beginning of knowing her, please try not to glance at other pretty> woman so much. Early period of dating her, try not to hold her so much in > public, it would not be a proper thing to do. She loves books, stage play> and music and likes to criticize about them too.> Criticism woman is her icon including big and small things in life starting > from your hair, your dress , and the way you talk. If you are in love with> her, be as almost perfect as your can.

A man in this Zodiac has a thin long and proportional face. He has a high > forehead and very cleaver. He looks like he can not stand or sit still, a> very fast person. His nose is just right in size, thin lips, talk fast and> very talkative. He can think faster than he talks, but once he start > talking, he will talk non stop as if god has gifted him with that special> talk machine mouth. He likes to cut his hair short and he is very athletic.> He is a tall, slim and every movement of his is "Fast" or nearly call > "Hyperactive".> He has a long fingers and always tapping on table or moving his finger as if> he is trying to grab something. He is the type who will write or scribble on> paper, he never stay still. His hair always well comb or neat. He will spent > a long time to comb his hair. He will keep his manicure and pedicure clean.> He is a well dress and clean guy, so if you like cleanliness, you will love> him.> He will keep all his cloth in big closet, and never throw away even shirts > he never wear any more, but yet he still keep buying new cloths and make> sure he is in style. He knows how to dress well even with a low budget. He> get bored easily with his favorite cloths , cologne. He is very picky, so > soap and his cologne even have to be in the same trend or same scent.> If you date this kind of guy, you might think you are dating 2 guys, you> will have to guess his feeling and emotion. Is he doing thing because it is > a duty, or is it because he wants to?> He change his mind as fast as he change a new pairs of shoes. He can pick up> a book and roughly read through and understand it's contents, so if you see> a Gemini man who reads the whole book, then he must be influenced by other > Zodiac.> He hate to set fix schedule, and dislike a boring same routine job. He could> hardly be on time, and can only keep time if it is complete important and> necessary. He does not come late because he forgets, but because he always > find other attractions along the way. He likes to act opposite to what he> wants to do. He is a very good speaker and make a very good politician. He> can easily persuade other people and well presented himself in public, a > real charmer. If he is a writer, he will write the best seller.> He always search for truth and constantly study himself. He never satisfy> about his fame, his reputation or money, because he thinks he deserved more. > He will keep searching even he is not sure what is his ultimate> satisfaction.> Woman in love normally wants to feel secure and stable, but if you fall in> love with this guy be prepare to be alone. He will come to see you when he > feels like it. He won't even know how he spent his days everyday, so adjust> yourself if you love him.> Dating him is like dating 2 guys, so today he can tell you how much he loves> you, but tomorrow he might call you to cancel your date. When he upsets, he > could tell you he hate your dress, even it is the same dress he used to tell> you make you look very sexy. Do not ask him why he is that's way for he> won't have any explanations too. When he is back to normal mood, he will > take you out again and forget what just happened.> You can not expect him to be the same person now, and forever. His changes> will depend on you, for better or for worst. If you like to take risk and > dare for challenges, you will get along with him fine. He keeps his> emotional secretly as if hiding it, so you will not be able to see if he> crazy in love with you, or does not give a damn at all, but be calm and > patient.> He will never leave you if he thinks you are a puzzle, then he will spent> times solving this puzzle.

I feel that this is almost true!

Sunshine after rain

2009-06-10T18:40:00.002+08:00

Finally we had trash it out!
Dear, I try my best to change!
I apologise!
Remember your principle"Forgive and Forget"
LOVE YOU!
My mood is back!

Downcast and Disappointed

2009-06-10T16:50:00.002+08:00

My heart sank when I saw your reply.
I start to reflect on myself?
Where have I done wrong?
Not understanding?
Having too much control over you?
Is it going to come to an end or it will survive this ordeal?
I really devoted myself to this.
I seriously don't want us to drift apart further!
I longed for the close distance and sweetness!

2009-06-09T20:16:00.001+08:00

I AM EMOING!

Lazniess is killing me

2009-06-09T19:53:00.002+08:00

Oh my!
I really can't get myself to do intensive revision.
Indeed everyday, I will do one chapter on it in business revision by redoing the execerises on excel.
Then afterwards, I will feel very lazy!
Whatever that I plan to do for the day, I will keep procrastinating!
Haiz.
I think this has got to do with the long period of break after o level!
Seriously I think school should have started earlier.
But I shouldn't just blame the cirumstances.
I can only blame myself for being not self-disciplined enough to complete what I had planned!
Another day wasted again!
Haiz!
How am I going to motivate myself?
Laziness is seriously killing me!
And I realise whenever I had my periods, my temper will be very bad!
I will get irritated easily!
Oh NO!
There's so much for me to change!
I need to be more hardworking, self-discplined, understanding!

What the meaning of school hoildays?

2009-06-08T20:48:00.003+08:00

I had finally completed 3 chapters of it in business revision!
Today I spent more than 5 hours because I had almost forgetten how to use some functions and when to use them!
Although holidays are here,but somewhat I feel , there are more work to be done than during school term.
During these three weeks break, I had to do my revision for mst, vexed over how to complete projects efficiently and productively!
Also I have to try my best to spend some time out with loved ones like Wanyi, Catherine and my dear!
The thought of ggt really stresses me out!
I want to do well for my mst!
All modules!
I want to prove to myself and others I am not wasting parents' money and my time in sp!

MICHELLE ANG SU XIAN!
WORK HARD!

Mixed feelings

2009-06-07T17:16:00.005+08:00

Finally after seven weeks of school, it's holidays!

However this holidays is definitely not a time for me to have fun like how I had spent it during the period after o level.

After this 3 weeks of holidays, there are tests-MST WEEK.

Actually, I feel that once I studied like how I used to have been , there should be no problem at all.

BUT...

I really have no idea how to study for my Geography of Global Tourism.

It's like there's so much information to memorise, it's worse than history or gegography in secondary school.

Something to feel consoled about is that other modules like econs, accounts,it in business and stats are quite managable for me now, I feel.

Perhaps the chapters tested are a few and there are very much different from ggt.

I am very afraid for ggt.

I went to look at previous year ggt tests.

Though it is like only 20 mcqs, two maps marking questions, one on world and the other regional and one written question where you have to plan a itinerary for a tour at a given place , I feel stressed over it.

I feel that I must know all the facts and informations from thetextbook and lecture notes and the maps at my fingertips.

The thought of this really terrifies me.

I think I will just have to try my best to absorb these informations.

About 8 more days, it will be our 5th month anniversary. I cannot believe
it myself. I always thought that my relationships will never last long but
finally, I was proven wromg.
You have always been understanding,doting and loving. Thanks a lots. I love
you!

I LOVE YOU

2009-06-03T19:23:00.001+08:00

Happy eighteenth birthday , my dear.

NO MOOD

2009-05-29T23:05:00.005+08:00

Finally I get to say JOLIN TSAI

It's been FIVE years since I last saw her !

I really got fed up with a girl!

Firstly her make up are so horrible that she looks like an alien!

Secondly, when jolin came, she made her bf carry her up on his shoulder!

WHAT THE HELL!

She seriously blocked a lot people's vision including me!

Wanna say GREAT THANKS TO JOSHUA and eunice!

Thanks joshua for supporting us if not we could have fall off the railings!

Thanks Eunice for taking pics and video!

AND Joshua!

Thanks for being my model!

HAHA!

One thing sadded me is that I had paid $28 for her album but without dvd
Though there is other small gifts and posters, BUT all her albums I had it is either vcds or got both cds and dvds!

SOBS

then another thing that sadded me is that I WAS NOT accepted for the SPG SEASON AMBASSDORS EVENT AND APEC!

HAIZ!

I am lazy to post pics or video!

SORRY!

Bored

2009-05-24T22:05:00.002+08:00

It been 4 days since dear had moved house!
Finally he will get a house phone soon,
Miss him ya
His birthday coming but school will end at 5pm that day!
I might not be able to celebrate with him!
And his present, I got no idea what to get for him!
Any suggestions ? Do text me!

And ya, I'm getting more and more dislike onow!
I don't like to do reflections and stuffs!
Actually I feel that community work should come from oneself and not being forced upon!
That's why I don't really agree with the module onow!
I am not a girl from a well-to-do family so I cannot contribute money but I can contribute service!
However our onow is bringing the people out for a day which requires us to pay for their outing and lunch!
I really hope we are not going any where that needs quite a lot of entance fees!
Furthermore, I seriously don't agree in grading us for doing the community service!
As what i had said all these should comes from your heart and not forced upon!
If it is forced upon, that will defeats the purpose of doing community service!

2009-05-19T21:13:00.002+08:00

Just 2 pics I took of joshua during pool because he bullied me! HEHE
So I took revenge!

I felt sympathised with SHOW LUO

2009-05-19T20:52:00.006+08:00

Must watch this to know understand SHOW LUO!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BSqgltwerU0

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qh55dymYIU4

1st Article

Show Lo, badly affected by the recent "online dating scandal", got emotional and cried when he was hosting a variety show on Wednesday.After a Hong Kong netizen named "Fanny" exposed her online relationship with the celebrity, three other female models also claimed that the latter had taken the initiative in befriending them, resulting in a series of reports that portrayed Lo as an "online player". Agitated by the scandal, Lo broke down when he spoke of this scandal on the variety show he was hosting.According to him, he was just making friends sincerely and did not understand why he was portrayed as a "player". The Taiwanese media reported the scandal at great length and netizens criticized him for creating an illusive healthy image as a fae of his true self. Lo has denied all accusations."I am who I am. I tell jokes and sometimes dirty ones but all just for show effect."Lo described himself as a tenacious cockroach that will never be defeated. "I am a cockroach, never beaten. If someone is out to bring me down, I'll have to apologize to you. You can't do it. I am unbeatable."This was seen as a provocative statement targeted at the media, Lo's manager clarified that the artiste was just annoyed with the media for magnifying the most insignificant matters. He was overly depressed with the negative press but never meant to offend the reporters.

2nd Article
A 22-year-old girl from Hong Kong claimed to have dated Taiwanese singer Show Lo for nearly two months and has even provided online chat records and photos to a magazine, which reported the claim.The girl, who is known as Fanny, was reported to have posted webcam images of Lo on her blog, and had accused Lo of "betrayal". Responding to the scandalous accusation, Lo admitted to have exchanged conversations with Fanny online, amidst suspicion that he might have fallen into a trap.Fanny, who was said to look like Taiwanese singer Selina, sent 16 pages of online conversation content and some text messages, that Lo had sent to her, to a Hong Kong magazine. In addition, Fanny exposed the details of their online affair through web conversations, phone calls and text messages for the past two months.Fanny revealed that she got to know Lo through Facebook, where Lo added her as a friend after looking at her display picture. After a few exchanges on the social network website, they exchanged MSN addresses. The young girl said that Lo appeared to be quite liberal on their very first conversation; he even mentioned that he was "very good at it". When being asked what he was good at, Lo replied in subtlety that "he could bring her to meet Jesus".Although without any evidence, Fanny claimed that she has been to Lo's house. The text messages that were exposed contained sweet nothings such as "I missed you today! I'm back!" and "I will have to bite you till you scream for help!"Thinking that Lo was serious about their relationship, Fanny later discovered that Lo had other girls on his network, and that she was only one of the flings he had. She started to feel foolish to have been finding excuses for Lo for the lack of attention for her, and believed him when he said he was too busy with work.On the other hand, Lo was shocked to hear about the accusation and expressed that this may have been a trap. Lo told the media that the girl had spent almost a month gaining his trust, and asked Lo to switch on his webcam for identity verification. The girl had used seductive words to lure him into switching on his web cam, little did he expect the web shot to be saved and published. Lo's record company reproached Fanny for being low handed, trying just to gain fame through this incident.

His Blog: http://www.ilovesuper.com/blog/index.php?blogId=2

My thoughts
I seriously hate that hk girl.
What's wong with her?
She should feel fortunate to be able to get to know show luo.
She is extremely selfish!
What does she wants?
And the reporter!
How can he make such a big fuss over this?
Celebrities are human too.
They have their rights to do what they want so long as they don't commit crimes!

When I watch how show luo broke down on show,I almost cried! He's so innocent!
This is really too much!
Hope Show Luo will get back soon!

Happy fourth month anniversary!

2009-05-15T22:32:00.006+08:00

Accounting lecture was not fruitful again!

After school, dear pick me up at dover mrt staion and we headed to marnia square.
I was complaining about my feet!
The heels made my feet hurtful!
We had subway for lunch afterwhich we went to buy movie tickets-Anglels and Demons.
Intially I wanted to watch x-men but I suddenly changed my mind!
We walked around,window shopping as the show starts at 5pm.
As my feet hurt a lot, dear bought me a pair of shoes.
Quite nice!
I like it.

We headed to arcade to play for awhile.
I WON 8 TIMES OVER DEAR!

Secretly snap photos of dear

We have not taken a picture for very long so I force him to!

Then we window shop again
Finally 5pm came and we went for the movie!
The cinema was crowded!

Intially, I thought that it's some show like Harry Potter by looking at the title!
However I was wrong!
It's a story happen in Vatican City- the destination my group has chosen for ggt!
I love the show!
Though it was qutie long!

After show, dear send me home.
We ate at the hawker centre.

Thanks a lot for giving in to my attitude.
I have not been understanding towards you as I always give you black face
or ignore you over the slightest matter!
I love you !
REALLY THANKS!

Bored and yearning for you

2009-05-12T22:18:00.002+08:00

I am effing bored!
But I just don't feel like doing any work though I have accounts and econs tutorials to do!
I am just very lazy!

I miss him though I had met him on friday but it's only 2 hours !
It's seriously not enough!
I always envy couples that can get to see each other everyday!
I just hope that I can meet him on friday-fourth month anniversary!

Happy mother's day celebration 2 on sun

2009-05-12T22:15:00.002+08:00

I am lazy to upload pics
just want to say it's a spread of buffet which suppose to cater for 20 but I feel it cater for 50 plus!
AND there's my favourite hot dessert -yam paste!

PICS can be found http://prisongal93.blogspot.com/ may 10 post!

in my heart

2009-05-12T08:50:00.002+08:00

I hate myself for always getting upset with him over the slightest thing.
But the anger just came automatically.
Indeed anyone will have his /her flaws, I should learn to be more forgiving.
However I also hope that he will keep his promises, promises like managing his time well, not leaving his work to the eleventh hour and NEVER to lie to me not even a white lie!

It may be already too late now for you to salvage your results for mid year, but you still have a long way!
However it will be tougher as you will need to catch up later in the year.
Still,it's never too late so do buck up ok?
Remember to keep your promises!
Cheer up and I will always be by your side.
I will also do my best to keep my promises to you.
Lastly, I love you!

MOTHER"S DAY CELEBRATION 1

2009-05-09T23:11:00.005+08:00

After doing accounts the whole day,

dad brought us to some place for dinner!

It was awesome!

Me and bro
bro

The place

Curry fish head

deer meat (my fav)

brocolis (my fav too)

hot plate tofu

This is our small Mother's Day Celebration!

Guess what

After dinner, we actually walked home!

Haha!

Both me and sis rushed home to watch "TO GET HER" last two episodes!

Just watched finish!

I love the show!

AND

DEAR did not msg or call me for three hours!

He just called and first time he said was"YOU HAVE FORGOTTEN ME!"

He actually knew that I would watch the show so he did not call me!

HAHA!
SO CONSIDERATE and SWEET of him!

Tomorrow is MOTHER"S DAY!

DAD asked where's the present for mum.

I did not prepared any.

DUE to being broke and clueless of what to get!

Tomorrow everyone will be gathered at aunt house for big feast!

ALL planned by the eldest three cousins!

May all mothers in the world have a happy mother's day!

FINALLY!

2009-05-08T23:00:00.002+08:00

I seriously dislike accounting lectures!
They are very BORING!
I think I can't sit at the back for lectures!
Cos it's very hard to pay attention to the lecturers!
Noisy at the back, you see!

Finally i meet up with dear!
But it's barely 2 hours!
Cos I did it secretly!
I really wonder when my mum will give me all my freedom!
I am clueless why she suddenly ground me!

MIRACLE!
I actually allow him to play basketball today!
OH NO!
He's going to move house,
not nearer to my house but FURTHER
YIO CHU KANG!
It's seriously far from redhill!
Ok actually 2 mins difference of train ride from ang mo kio!
So ok la!

Cough Cough Cough

2009-05-07T21:42:00.003+08:00

I kept coughing and my throat was feeling like sandpaper!
That kind of feeling really suck.
I kept drinking water, bottle after bottle which explained why I kept visitibg the washroom.

It's such a pity,
I just realised that poly is not having holiday on mon!
Oh my god!
Why is this so?
I don't understand!
This really spoil our plan for class gathering.

To: my wanyi gf
Please do not be too disappointed!
I know all your efforts were washed down the drain.
I am very apologetic but it;s all the POLY FAULT!
Perjaps another time?
I know it wil be a very long time from now
but it's already quite rare that my primary six class are still in touch!
So we got to be thankful!
haha

Back to poly
I am glad that the alert level has changed to yellow.
Oh heavens!
There's no need for temperature taking anymore till further notice!
GREAT!

I can't decide whether to take up a cca and if I do, what should I join?
Tomorrow is the last day of cca showcase!
Might be walking around and decide!

Almost everyday, I would come back home feeling tired and sticky!
The weather really suxs.
Imagine, I bathed before going school and when you reached school, you feel sticky!
That feeling really suxs!

Now I am addicted to restaruant city after much influence from DTRM 02!
Everyone is like playing everyday in class or during break time!
This class is seriously crazy!
hAHA
But I think I will get sick of it soon!
This is me!

yawn

2009-05-05T09:14:00.002+08:00

Right now, I am yawning non-stop.
I feel tired!
Almost everyday when I reached, I feel tired.
But I don't bear to sleep cos I want to chat with dear at night!

I really find a hassle to wear my sp identity card around and to take temperature twice a day.

Both sister and dear are having exams!
Brother will be having his soon!
Hope all of them do well!
All the best!

I am seriously missing him.
25 days of absence!
I want my freedom!
Really very upset with my mum for being extremely unreasonable!
Hope my freedom will be back!

Sometimes I feel that I am unreasonable

2009-04-27T20:18:00.003+08:00

Yeah
I think 602 is going to have a class gathering soon!
I am quite looking forward to it cos it's organised by my best gf ( LEE WANYI)
haha
WANYI SAYS SHE MISSES ME OK? haha
I miss her too!

I am starting to like the lectures and tutorials, basically I mean adapting well!
I got a feeling that work and projects are going to pile up!
OH NO!
NO MORE FOOLING AROUND
Serious work is here!

Today during EFFECTIVE COMMUNICATION lesson, we were introdued a funny website
www.talkingcock.com
It's bascially all the singlish we have!
People who are interested in going the website
please don't not get offended!

It's nearing three weeks since we last met!
Actually I am starting to feel a distance between us.
The reason being we had not met for quite a while!
You had been trying very hard to pull the distance back as close as ever,
deep in my heart , I can feel it and I appreciate it really!
I really feel I am very unreasonable recently!
I am always getting angry with you at the slightest matter!
I am serioulsy very grateful for constantly giving in to me!
Without you being so understanding, I think our relationship would have ended!
Continue to be understanding , and I will try my best to change to be less petty!

I know that you did not revise for your mye all along!
You are only left with one week!
Hope you make good use of it!
Please don't dissapoint me!
Try your best ok?
LOVES AND MISSES!

I miss my dear a lot!

2009-04-25T23:17:00.003+08:00

Dad has gone to malaysia for a week today!
I better not make my mum angry!

Aunts and Cousins came over.
We went to Bukit Merah Central to have dim sums!
It's been a long time since i had dim sums!
And I had my favourite hot desserts (yam paste)
Yummy!

Dear is working again!
He's working till 2 plus am again!

Thanks dear for yesterday for trying your best to make me happy !
Finally I had told you what I dislike you to do!
And you promise me you will try your best to change!
Thanks a lot!
I love you!

What's wrong with me?

2009-04-24T19:23:00.002+08:00

I did not attend school today due to some personal reason!
Hope I don't miss too much!

I am upset with him,
I don't know what more I want from him!
He's already very understanding, attentive towards me, a very good bf but
today i got upset with him !
Maybe I want all his free time spent on me and studies!
But I can't be so selfish!
Or maybe I just want to start a quarrel so that he can coax me?

I don't know why but I dislike him playing basketball espeically going to sembawang to play every friday night if he's not working or meeting me!
I hate it that he don't spent his free time on studies!
I hate it when he rushes his homework at night when he had so much time after school!
I hate it when he keeps going to his friend house till night time!

Am I being selfish? Possessive?
I really don't know!
If I am , I hope I can channge!

I would like to apologise for unable to meet you today
and Iknow you say you understand and it's ok!
But still I want to say " I am very sorry!'

Serious work is coming soon!

2009-04-23T19:58:00.003+08:00

This week I feel is just our honeymooon week!
From next week onwards, we will be seriously doing real and heavy work!
I am adapting relatuvely well except that I am still a bit lost in the modules I am taking this semester!

I think there's should be no more such thing as memorising your text anymore!
One semester is 15 weeks and I seriously think time passes very fast!
People always say poly life is quite slack but I doubt so!
I think thety got more assessments than secondary!

The ca1 are like probably in a few weeks time and Class Participation is assessed too!

OH MY GOD!
I am GAINING WEIGHT!
I found more tummy fats!
OH NO!
I got to lose weight man!
I just need to lose 5kgs!
I hope my journey to school everyday will help me lose weight!
Cos I got to climb up stairs and stairs with my heavy haversack!

I really miss my dear a lot!
AND tomorrow I am meeting him!
Really looking forward to it!

2nd day of poly!

2009-04-21T20:30:00.003+08:00

I am really cluless why I am overwhelmed with INFORMATIONS!
Perhaps I want to start my academic year right!
I want myself to be clear about what I am studying, when I will be assessed,how to be able to be prepared for all lectures and tutorials!

The school is very BIG and the stuffs i have to carry are super heavy esp my laptop!
Poly life is really a big difference from secondary school!
Now, I got to move around from place to place for lectures and tutorials!
And the weather is seriously killing me!
I perspire a lot early in the morning (once i get to school)
But then the rooms will be very cold!
So it's like the extremes la!
There's no such thing as own classroom!
Another thing is that the same subject might not have the same lecturers and tutors!
I wonder how they coordinate?
AND lectures involve the whole DTRM which is like 140 students?
I wonder how can i pay 100% attention!
This is a disadvantage!

Another problem I feel is the textbooks that i had to purchase!
They are qutie expensive as we are not going to use them for three years !
Futhermore, we've got to pay for our notes!
MONEY MONEY MONEY!
I really hate to ask money from parents but I am not working anymore and I don't have savings as most goes back to parents!

I am qutie familarise with SB and the way to food courts le!
So I think I will not get lost !

Anyway, my class are quite bonded!
Haha!
And Iam blessed to have going home companions!

Lastly, I miss my dear a lot a lot!
Hope to see him soon!
I love you a lot!
MUACKS!

What's the problem with me?

2009-04-17T20:52:00.002+08:00

I don't know why I had been getting angry with him over the smallest thing!
I had been like quarreling with him ,
I mean I know I was the one who started it and always been him who is hoaxing me.
I seriously don't know what the problem with me at all!
Seriously, I hate myself!
What should I do?
Am I the right girl for him?
I have been thinking about it!
Haiz!

2009-04-15T22:26:00.001+08:00

Happy third month anniversary , my dear! I love you

Orientation

2009-04-15T21:40:00.002+08:00

I think orientation was not fun!
But one thing i enjoyed is today's dipolma talks!
I learn a lot about my course!
And I am very excited about the sea cruise trip in end of sep!
But i got to save around $500 for it!
I really can't wait to learn more about my course!
I want all the hands-on activities!
I want gain all the experience!

Ok
i have finally meet up with Catherine!
We have our meal at jp!
Here's our pic!

Back from CAMP!

2009-04-05T22:56:00.004+08:00

SHINSO GIRLS

SHISNO-whole group! ONLY four guys!

ME and HAZEL

I had just came back from camp!
As I am seriously lazy to blog, I will just briefy recount my experience at camp.
I have participate the School Of Business Freshmen Orientation!
Indeed, I had enjoyed myself and make lots of new friends!
BUT
I am still not familiarise with the campus!
I will certainly get lost if I were to walk ALONE!

First day was just some bonding session, making of group flags and NIGHTWALK and some preparation for group performance on Gala night!
The theme for this camp was DEAD OR ALIVE!
All campers were divided in two clusters namely , Mortus(dead)and GENSON(alive)
In each clusters, there were 8 sub- groups!
I was in Mortus-SHINSO(vampires)

Nightwalk was scary , I heard from others as I did not take part!
I was scared!
Perhaps it was due to the session of horror movie and ghost stories in SP told by facilitators before the night walk!
It started around 1 plus in the morning and ended at 6 plus in the morning!
You probably think how come it took so long!
It was because only a group of four will go in each time and the journey takes around 50 minutes!

Second day srarts at 12pm!
After lunch was the Amazing Dirty Race!
The games were indeed fun,
But it got us very very dirty!
After bathing ,we practise our dance for the night!

Night came, and all the groups performed!
It was indeed wonderful!
After which, the facilitators and thr organising committee performed too!
Then it was the disco!
Our girls in the group left early so that we can have an early night!

Last day of camp, which is today!
Did some cleaning, cheering, taking pictures and prize presentation!
Thoughh our group did not win, but I still feel our flag ,perfomance was the nicest!
We really enjoyed ourselves and had particpated actively!
Good news was that MORTUS won!
Yippee!
Ok
School starting soon!
Hope I can adapt fast and well!
GPA 4 honour roll for me too!
HAHHA!

My Dear ask me to blog!

2009-03-29T19:35:00.004+08:00

After reading your blog, I feel so touched! It's like writing a novel! LOL!

Camp is nearing!
I am very excited!
Guess what?...
I had already packed my LUGGAGE!
Credits goes to my sister!
Haha!
I instructed her to do so!
Haha!
EVIL LAUGHs.....
I can't wait to adapt to poly life!
I think I will do well!

Sorry Dear! I hurt your heart again! Promise I won't do it again!I love you always!

A mail i got... Funny

2009-03-25T17:26:00.000+08:00

You might like it. This is hilarious.....even an British, European or American cannot construct sentences using numbers, which is exclusive only to Malaysians and
Singaporeans.

Ah Kaw was asked to make a sentence using 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10. Not only did he do it 1 to 10, he did it again from 10 back to 0. This is what he came up with.....

1 day I go 2 climb a 3 outside a house to pluck fruit. But the couple saw me, so I panic
and 4 down. The man rushed out and wanted to 5 with me. I ran until I fell 6. So I go into 7-eleven to buy drink but the cashier very rude so I grabbed some 8 and throw at him. He scold my mother so I took
a 9 and try to stab at him. 10 God he run away or else sure die.

10 I put the 9 back and pay for the 8 and left 7-eleven. Next day I called my
boss and told him I was 6. He said 5, tomorrow also no need to come back 4 work.
He also asked me to go climb a 3 and jump down. I don't understand. I so nice
2 him but I don't know what he 1. His character very bad, I give him jiro (0)

Views about me! From facebook!

2009-03-19T23:25:00.001+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

I can't stop yawning today, I wonder why?

2009-03-19T23:05:00.002+08:00

Big aunt came to my house.
The adults chatted and I was at a corner listening to them!
Got dragged in for nagging too!
Usual stuffs!
BGRS...

In the evening, I saw ANG BENG LIN!
Lol..
Had a long chat with him in msn just now!

Yawn!
Bf is working and i am so so bored!
Feel like sleeping but i wanna wait for him!
Hope not 3 plus then end work like last fri!

Some jokes to laugh off!

2009-03-18T23:15:00.000+08:00

AdvertisementAdvertisementMUTHU & THE INTERVIEWER*

Interviewer: 'What is your birth date?'
Muthu : '13th October.'
Interviewer : 'Which year?'
Muthu : 'Every year.'
*****

*MUTHU & HIS MANAGER*

The Manager asked Muthu at an interview... .
'Can you spell a word that has more than 100 letters in it?'
Muthu replied: 'P-O-S-T-B-O- X.'
*****
*MUTHU & LONDON TRIP*
After returning from a foreign trip, Muthu asked his wife, 'Do I look like a foreigner?'
Wife: 'No! Why?'
Muthu : 'In London , a lady asked me, 'Are you a foreigner?'. . that's why.'
Wife : ?????????
*****

*MUTHU & TOURIST*
A tourist from U.S.A. asked Muthu whether any great man was born in his village...
Muthu said , 'No sir, only babies were born here.'
*****

*MUTHU & HIS EXPERIMENT*
Muthu was doing an experiment with a cockroach. First he cut off one leg and told it to 'WALK! WALK!'
The cockroach walked. Then he cut off it's second leg and told the same. The cockroach walked.
Then he cut off the third leg and did the same.
Finally, he cut off its fourth leg and ordered it walk!
But the cockroach didn't walk.
Suddenly, Muthu said loudly, 'I found it. If we cut a cockroach's four legs, it becomes deaf.'
*****

*MUTHU & DRIVER*
When Muthu was travelling with his wife in a motorised tricycle, the driver adjusted the mirror.
Muthu shouted, 'You are trying to see my wife, eh? Sit in the back. I will drive.'
*****

*MUTHU GOES TO HOTEL*
Muthu went into a hotel. To wash his hands, he went to the washbasin.
Then when he had finished, he started washing the basin.
Seeing this, the manager asked what was he doing.
Muthu pointed towards the signboard

'* WASH BASIN * '
*****

*MUTHU & INTERVIEWER - FINAL PART*
Interviewer : 'Just imagine you're in the 20th floor of a building and it's on fire. How will you escape?'
Muthu: 'It's simple.. I will just stop my imagination. '
*****

*Oh... Lastly.... I forgot ............ the funniest.... *

At a political rally, Muthu was arrested. Why????????? ???
Because a lady journalist with a badge which read '*PRESS*' pinned on the right part of her blouse walked past him... and he did it!

I really don't know what's wrong with me!

2009-03-18T15:47:00.003+08:00

I am very sorry for the so many missed calls and unreplied msgs!
Sorry my dear!
I was just so upset with myself and my mum.
Don't think so much or even worry!
I just don't feel like talking ,that's all.
Cos I am afraid that if I do, I will vent all my frustrations on you,
and is not fair to you at all!
Do understand!
Just enjoy your day!

Oh my!
I am like having gastric now!
But I really got no appetite!

I love you!

There's full of anger in me!

2009-03-18T11:35:00.003+08:00

I seriously hate her threats!
I really can't take it anymore!
If not for her 17 years of upbringing,
if she was not my mother,
I would have rebelled !

Even if I would be named as unfilial,
I still want to say!
I really have a lot of unhappiness with her!
I know nothing is fair in the world and I should not compare!
But seriously, there are so many people around me who are so fortunate!
They need not worry about financial problems,
need not bother about household chores.
When they work, they need not even give any of the money to parents and
in addition they still get their pocket money!
Seriously, I never really grumble about the that i had to give my pay to her,
not to mention that i never ask for money from her during that period!
With regards to household chores, yes, indeed i am always reluctant to do so!
Firstly, i am lazy!
Secondly, is like practically I am the only one doing except washing of clothes and hanging them!
She also expects me to coach my brother!
Sometimes is not that I don't want,but just that my brother is so hard to coach .
He don't really listen and he's a bit stubborn and naughty!
And it is indeed a bore to do so!
He's like a pri 3!
A problem sum for him takes 20 minutes and I only take less than 5 minutes!
Ok if my brother do listen to me, I don't mind the boredom!

She really like treating me as a maid ever since she forbids me to work!
Yes, it was due to my stupidlity of unable to protect myself.
She is like exchannging conditions with me, either I do all the things she expect of me or I would have to be cooped at home !
I hate such threats!
Seriously!
Unfilial, I am sure many will named me but I still don't think I am wrong in my thinking!
And I am still quite obedient!

Happy Second Month Anniversary

2009-03-15T22:00:00.001+08:00

I enjoyed myself today a lot!
Credits goes to Dear!
Shall UPDARTE tomorrow cos mum wanna play game on my lappy!
Stay tuned !

I am so happy

2009-03-12T22:36:00.002+08:00

Dear came over to my house today!
Had dinner with my family!
Mum had a small chat with him!
Haha

It's been a few days since i visit my pet in pets society!
Oh my!
Some kind soul send me MANY gifts !
I can't even count!
Too bad I only got two rooms, and hence I was unable to use them all!
Wonder who's that king soul!
He did not even leave any message!

Thanks a LOT!

2009-03-12T11:54:00.002+08:00

I am very grateful towards 姑姑 and her husband for their offer to pay for my laptop.
Deeply appreciated!
But...
It's too much ..i mean the cost is like 1200 plus.
I just can't let you pay.
I think parents still can manage by instalment as it is of 0% interest!
So thanks a LOT!
I did not realise that so many people are so concerned about me and my studies!
Oh my..
I feel pressurised beacuse I really got to work very hard!
I can't let them down!

Haiz...
Something happen to family!
Hope he will be fine and so as not to let 阿姨 worry!

I am SUCCESSFULLY enrolled

2009-03-10T22:32:00.003+08:00

I was woken up by mum at 9 plus.
I told her that it was too early and I continue to sleep till 11am!
I went for enrolment at about 1pm.
Enrolment went on very smoothly!
BUT
my image taken for my sp card was horrible!
ok, I am not photogenic !
I had to walk through a route after the enrolment!
There were many camps promoted!
And I joined the first camp in the route!
It was organised by the School of Business.
Reason for joining goes like this...
I was quite lost after the enrolment cause I was lokking for the laptops corner!
Then this guy in SP shirt approached me and strike a conversation with me!
Guy: Are you in School of Business?
Me: ya!
Then he started promoting the camp!
And he assured me it will be fun and that I will get to know many friends!
I was moved by his persuaion so I agreed!
Actually, I would be more than happy to join the other camps organised by the other clubs
but ....
In the route, there was a short dark tunnel!
I did not want to go in as I was afraid something might be inside!
Luckliy a girl in front of me asked " Must we go through this? Is there anything inside?"
A guy in SP shirt assured her"Don't worry! There's nothing inside to scare you or what!"
Haha
Phew!
Saw all those laptops !
And I am going to buy at a later date, latest on the 16th!
Most probably, I will be buying the Acer one which cost $1200!

Nice weather

2009-03-09T22:56:00.002+08:00

I had home cooked food prepared by dad!
It was awesome!
How I wish my dad cooks regularly!
What a boring day!
Oh yeah, I had completed the show 齐天大圣孙悟空.
It was very touching!
I teared though I had watched it few years back!

Ok, I am ready for tomorroe's enrolment!
Hope it goes on smoothly!

I am yearning

2009-03-08T22:31:00.002+08:00

I am missing BINBIN!
Three days of absence.
How i wish we are just staying next doors,
then we can see each other every single day!

Tuesday, I am going to my school for enrolment!
Hope everything goes on smoothly(Brought all documents required )

Bad mood

2009-03-08T14:41:00.003+08:00

I don't know why, but I just flare up anyhow.
I don't wish my mood will affect anyone!
I hate this period of the month!
Perhaps I should calm myself down before speaking to anyone.
I got to control my temper and not take anyone and vent my frustrations!
This feeling sucks!
I feel like drinking!
Even my sister is provoking me!
What the fuck!
I cannot take it!
Really feel like just taking the beer in the fridge and gulp it down my throat!

Astrology

2009-03-08T12:09:00.001+08:00

When a Gemini dates a virgo!

Gemini and Virgo are both ruled by the planet mercury, which rules the intellect. Gemini may thank their lucky stars that they've finally found their mental match, but Virgo thinking styles are far from compatible. While both analytical, Geminis are openly expressive and curious. Their Virgo, who can be somewhat critical, may accuse Gemini of being scattered. Meanwhile, Gemini will probably find Virgo's nit-picky attitude more than a little annoying. This relationship will only work if Gemini and their Virgo can find that middle ground between minute details and the big picture.

When a vigro dates a Gemini

Virgo and Gemini are both ruled by Mercury, giving them a shared love of language and ideas. At first glance, this might seem like a match made in heaven, but they are the way Virgo and Gemini communicate is vastly different. Virgo is practical and critical, which makes them a talented editor type. Gemini would rather work without a script, though. Virgo and Gemini can find a middle ground when they discuss books or work together on creative projects. Virgo and Gemini's romance is as much a mental pursuit as a physical one - and the right words can inspire much passion.

I am lost

2009-03-07T22:14:00.002+08:00

Recently, I feel a gap between us!
You have been not liking the things I had done!
Yes, you are right to be frank in pointing out what you don't like about me!
Besides , in a relationship, both parties should be frank with each other!
Looks like I had a lots of flaws!
Maybe I had overestimated myself!
Yes, I always never think through about the consequences of the actions I had taken!
I am stupid!

Perhaps I am the cause of my previous failed relationships!
I am just the problem.
What can I do, should I do, have to do?
I am so vexed!
He's a rare gem.
He had always been giving in to me!
So I got to cherish him!
BUT...
Whenever he shouts, or show any tone of disagreement, I don't feel good at all!
Though he may be right.
Why am I so petty?
Perhaps I am still not ready for relationships!

I don't understand

2009-03-06T22:04:00.002+08:00

I just went blog-hopping !
After reading, I began to ask myself ,"Why do people love to spam people's blog?"
I mean, everyone has their own flaws and strengths!
It's not up to anyone to comment on them!
Yes, indeed,as a friend,you should bring up their weakness to them STRAIGHT at their face!
You should spam on people's blog!
What's your motuve for doing that?
What do you want to achieve?
Hmm...
Why do you have to feel envious of others?
Everyone came to this world with nothing!
That means everyone is equal!
So , if happens someone were to be "better" than you, in terms of looks, materials and intelligence,you need not be envious!
All you need to do is work hard and you sure can be even better than them!
Maybe not for looks!
Looks are just superficial!
When you grow old, all of us will have wrinled faces!
So why bother right?

Hmm..
I am seriously getting really bored!
I really want to be like any other of my JCs friends !
I will not complain of the heavy workload at all!
Instead, i will be more than happy to complete them!
(Regrets for not choosing JC!)
Oh my!
You must be thinking I am crazy!
People longed for more holidays while here I am complaining of boredom!
But seriously, there's nothing much in Singapore for lesiure!
I am counting down to April 13th!
37 more days to my orientation!

Dear, 9 more days to our second month!
Thanks for everything!
I love you!

Caught a movie

2009-03-06T14:00:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, I dragged HIM to go out to watch movie with me!
I always wanted to watch "He's not that into you"
BUT that show for almost all Golden Villlage cinemas will only be showing at 1 plus in the afternoon or 9 plus in the night!
LOL!

The movie " Marley and Me" was a touching yet hilarious one!
The dog,Marley was so cute and mischievous!

He got the ring back from "Couple Lab"
Ok
Later he's going to work!
And i will defintely be very bored!

Can't get to sleep

2009-03-05T01:29:00.002+08:00

Oh my!
I just can't get to sleep!
So i decided to post!
I think perhaps i miss my dear too much!
I had last met him on saturday!

I felt gultiy!
I always make him worry for me!
I always been very petty towards him!(because I want to be pacified)
I am very selfish,aren't I?
Sometimes, i find him abit naggy!
Nag me eat fruits, drink water!
Haha!
Hmm....
I realised I had also become very naggy!
Nag him do homework and so on!

10 more days to 15th march!
Our second month anniversary!
I will learn to cherish you more!
I love you,Liang Yubin!

Lovely Lady

2009-03-02T14:30:00.001+08:00

I did quizes on facebook!

You are lovely and caring. You help others and spread out a lot of sympathy. Your life aim maybe is to serve the people. But your weakness is that you forget about yourself, your own needs. All your time is hold back for your friends and family. You are always there for people in trouble. Ready for any emergency. You make a lot of sacrifices just to be a good human. But every woman has her needs, her longings and a destiny. Don't loose yourself in work or curing other people's souls. You will have your own problems in your life. Another problem is that you don't say your opinion when it's right and important to say it. People trample onto your soul if you are always so kind and lovely and helpful. They will play on you. Though you should try to relax more and enjoy your life, you should not loose the gift that was given to you to help others . Not everyone is created this way... You are uniqe and rare!

Scorpio

You can be aggressive at times, but still have a kind heart. Your emblem is water, and your animal is the scorpion.

Afraid

2009-03-02T13:16:00.001+08:00

I had a nightmare.
I hope it's not true!
It's seems so true!
I woke up out of fright!

I am very pissed off

2009-03-01T12:42:00.002+08:00

I think I just got to tolerate another 43 days!
I had enough!
I am not going to talk to you!
Unreasonable!

I cherish dear's accompany!

2009-03-01T00:03:00.004+08:00

26th
Yesterday 27th
We went to tiong to buy his assessment books, my bro's socks and take away dinner to my house!
After dinner, all of us (bro,sis,me and him) went down to have a few games of badminton!
I think my brother is the one enjoying the most!

Pics taken with sister when dear and bro are playing!

Cos all of us are letting him a lot!
After that , we went for a little supper at hawker centre!
Dear head home at 11pm!
Today 28th
Dear came over my house and had dinner with all of us at hawker centre!
We had stingray, cuttlefish!
After which, we head back to my house!
Chatted and so on!
I accompanied him to wait for bus home!

Pics taken while waiting for bus!

Lastly, i want to thank dear a lot!
Cos I had been rotting at home for 11 days!
He's the one who always accompany me!
Thanks!

What a boring show!

2009-02-25T22:06:00.008+08:00

Yesterday, I accompanied my sister to Serene Centre to do her small project!
But frankly speaking, I had a motive.

I just wanted to eat ice-cream from Island Creamy!

I miss the ice-creams there!

It's been three months since i last went there!

I used to hop by there after school with friends to have ice-creams!Had my meal at Mac and i just stare at my sister and her friends doing their project!

I took a few candy shots of sister!

Today, I pleaded my mum to let me catch a movie with dear!

Only a three days of absence, I already miss him.

But to my disappointment, the movie that we catch (ThePink Panther 2) is totally BORING AND LAME!

We left halfway, though i hesitated awhile as I did not want to waste money!

But after much persuasion from dear, I decided to leave for our dinner!

We had steamboat buffet at The Rajah Inn!

I had quite enjoyed my dinner!

We even had chocolate hotpot with fruit platter!

I took candy shots of him too!

This is so attractive!

This is a bit cute!

Afterwhich, he send me home.

He rested at my house for half an hour before heading home!

Dear has realised that the duration he took to go to my house by train is very much shorter than by bus!

Haha!

Anyway, i just hoped that his hair will be able to make it for tomorrow hair check in his school!

Lastly, I just want to say "I am blissfully in love!".

Feeling bored and useless

2009-02-22T22:38:00.002+08:00

Boredom is really killing me.
Everyday is like eating, watching television using computer and sleeping!
Oh my, i think i am seriously gaining weight in near future if this goes on!
I longed for school to start.
I want to learn new things.
I want to be like others attenting lectures and tutorials , with plenty of work piling up!
I want to be a busy woman!
Before "O"s level, my only aim was to achieve the best results I could,
though I feel I could have done better,I am quite satisfied with my results!
When I finally got posted to Singapore poly, my mindset was i want to work and work to earn more money for school fees or perhaps contribute to household.
But, due to some problems, i had quit my job and now I am like a useless girl at home!
Maybe, I could help out with housework and coach my brother.
But, I was very lazy.
I did not have the patience to coach my brother.
On many occasions, I regretted a lot!
I regretted not choosing junior collge (easier route to univeristy), a route that i can still consider and ponder what I want to be in future!
But since I had made my decision to enter poly, I will just have to strive my best in that course!
I can't have regrets, I can't blame anyone but myself for the outcome!
I am grateful to Yubin for making the effort to come and accompany me!
I think I just got to think of some meaningful stuffs to keep me occupied.
I hope april 13 to come soon!

BORED!

2009-02-20T20:08:00.002+08:00

I an so bored!
I had been rotting at home!
Eat and Sleep!
I think I am gaining weight!
I want to find another job!
I had quit the job at shangrlia as a banquet server!
I miss outings with besties!
But they are like having busy sheducles at JCS!
Any kind soul, please recommend me some jobs!

One Month Anniversary

2009-02-15T12:07:00.008+08:00

Happy belated valentine to all couples esp my YUBIN!
Happy one month anniversary to my YUBIN!

Dear came to my house with gifts!
I was qutie suprised at his gifts!
2.30pm came.
We went to fetch brother from tution and headed to drop him off at bugis to my sister!
Off to Plaza Sing for lunch as we had booked movie tickets at The Cathay!
Had lunch at Secret Recipe
and walked around PS and The Cathay.
We saw Tan Kai Jun!
Had coffee at Starbucks!
We watched Valkyrie! ( a true story about people opposing Hilter )
I explained who's Hilter, SS,, Nazi....to YuBin.
After movie,headed to find sister and brother at PS
to have Sakae Sushi buffet at Marina Square!
After buffet, dear send us home and
we saw TAN KAI JUN AGAIN!

Pay collected and off to shopping!

2009-02-11T21:26:00.002+08:00

Had lunch at hawker centre before heading to Shang to collect pay.

Took photos with the cute little boy!

After which took shuttle bus to far east and started shopping!
Bought valentine present at far east and two tops at wisma!

Spend 70plus...

Felt a bit broke though i still have a lot in my wallet but after one more day,

3/4 of them will be given to parents!
Working tomorrow !

Misses,regrets....

2009-02-10T13:15:00.006+08:00

me and my sister (2007)me and sister (2009)

Just post some random pictures!

I really miss the old school days in St Margaret!

I miss 3e5/4e5,the teachers that had taught us,the school buildings,the food, the laughter!

Used to grumble about the tons of unfinished work to complete,

but now whenever i see my sister come back from school,

preparing to do her work and revision,

I felt envious!

Most of ex-classmates are busy with JC life!

Hope they are adapting to it well and are making lots of new friends!
Occasionally, i will ask myself if i had regretted choosing poly over JC.

Sometimes, I do regret because poly is going to be different from secondary school life

and it will be a diffcult route to university!

BUT

I consoled myself by telling myself that,

as long I am interested in that course,

have more self-discipline in going for all lectures and tutorials,

and strive for the best in everything I do,

I think I will be as successful as anyone in JC!

This few weeks, I have really neglected my friends! (ceci,wanyi,catherine,tracy,xiting......)

Miss outings with them.

I wondered when will there be time for outings!

As for now,

I will remember all the wonderful memories we had!

Exhausted

2009-02-09T18:27:00.005+08:00

I have been working everyday and long hours!
My feet,toes really hurts even when i was sleeping!
Today till wed, i am not working!
A break for me!
And i had slept from 2am till 3pm!
He calls me a pig!
HAHA!

Think i had earn qutie a sum of money!
But more than 3/4 of them goes to my parents!
I never really grumble but just for now once, i did!
Because i needed cash for a gift for someone special!
I have headache thinking of what to buy!
Such a hassle to buy gifts , i always thought,
but for him, I forget about all the hassle!

I will learn to understand you more,
cherish you more,
treat you better
and
to love you more!
Hope time allows me to do so!